Have you ever felt that no one understands you? Do you ever feel that nothing feels right. Feeling you are just not enough. Feeling that you are not worth anything and you just go through the day feeling you rather be that other guy with everything you wish you had? The perfect grades? The perfect body? You feel like people’s words of comfort are just empty words? Then they go about their life. Wishing that they lived in your shoes for a day? Yet, you just put on a smile and pretend that everything is ok?
You are not alone, I have had those thoughts before. Somedays I feel empty, feeling that I wish I could be like someone else. Someone I thought had the better grades, the better body– a better person overall. Sometimes I just feel I am not enough and I despair. Yet, I just put on a smile because I felt like I just can’t explain it to others because they just won’t understand. I put on a smile because it’s the only way I could get through the day.
It feels horrible not feeling enough. Feeling that low self worth because I wish I rather be someone else. Thinking he’s everything you want and he’s everything that you dream you could be. Feeling dumb or not as smart as my friends. Feeling that I am inferior and they are smarter and have a better personality. Feeling that they are more well rounded. Playing a game of catch up.
I wish I had the answer to this problem, but I don’t. In the end, just know if you feel this way, you are not alone. We are all in this together.